Signs of a Kundalini Rising

Individual experiences of Kundalini process vary considerably, but the basic signs of a Kundalini rising that a person might experience include:

 - feeling different, not fitting in

- a deep dissatisfaction or a yearning for inner development

- inner sensations of light, sound, current, or heat

- a heightened inner or outer awareness; increased sensitivity

- feelings of energy flowing or vibrating within

- special abilities, capacities, and talents

- non-ordinary phenomena; altered states

- spontaneous bodily movements or breathing patterns

- emotional fluctuations; psychological issues coming forward

- atypical sensations or sensitivities

- an interest in spiritual growth or in metaphysics or the esoteric

- compassion and a desire to help others – a sense that something non-ordinary, transformative, or holy is happening within

- personal development, and optimally, spiritual transformation and realization

Kundalini Shakti’s efforts to improve her status can affect the subtle body (mind and energy), causing a variety of experiences, including subtle body activities that feel physical. People can have a Kundalini release at some point in their lives, or they can begin this lifetime born with an active Kundalini process. They may be aware of something special going on, or they may not realize it until the process ripens later in life. Kundalini process can be experienced as pleasant and gentle or as dramatic and uncomfortable. One need not be having a “spiritual emergency” to be having a deep Kundalini process.

Although there are clearly discernable patterns to Kundalini process, Kundalini risings offer a limitless array of possibilities, and each is unique. A Kundalini rising does not necessarily result in automatic holiness, virtue, genius, special abilities, extraordinary experiences, or peculiar discomforts. Many people have risings that produce few remarkable manifest characteristics other than some form of sensitivity and yearning and a talent or quality that stands out to some degree. Such an individual is more aware of the subtle aspects of life and is unsatisfied enough to seek more from life. This may develop into an intense longing that urges the individual to find purpose, meaning, and spiritual life, if they are not unduly distracted into less satisfying temporary substitutes in the mean time.

With correct guidance, an experiencer can properly support Kundalini Shakti’s efforts for spiritual advancement, and progress can be safely improved, yielding personal transformation and spiritual growth. If a person does not know how to correctly support their process and if they engage in unhealthy and unspiritual lifestyle behaviors, their vital energy may become dissipated or misdirected. This can stress the subtle body, possibly yield eventual uncomfortable consequences and postpone spiritual progress.

Not all Kundalini risings manifest phenomena that can be called spiritual experiences. In fact, some incomplete risings can be quite difficult because Kundalini Shakti’s efforts to improve her status can affect subtle body dynamics, causing a variety of experiences, including subtle body activities that feel physical and may be uncomfortable. Blocked risings or risings through cul-de-sac routes may yield some distressing and non-ordinary symptoms and will thwart further spiritual development until the block or misdirection is corrected. The strain on the subtle body may render the experiencer ultra sensitive and urgently distressed, especially if they do not know how to properly support their rising.

Individuals might also use or misuse any special abilities provided by their risings for their own worldly purposes, and this might eventuate in some discomforting side effects. If the gifts provided by an arisen Kundalini Shakti are harnessed for non-spiritual purposes, the resulting dissipation or misdirection of vital energy and likely ego inflation can postpone further spiritual progress until the diffusion is contained and the inauspicious focus corrected. Other factors are sometimes present that complicate a rising.

An uncomfortable rising can result when Kundalini Shakti emerges spontaneously by means of non-spiritual catalysts (such as life shock or incorrect intervention) in an unprepared individual whose subtle body is weak, toxified, or unbalanced and who may have no frame of reference for interpreting and responding to the experience as potentially spiritual. An emotional reaction to the rising itself can further disturb the subtle body. Kundalini Shakti will work to resolve limitations in the individual’s system, and the experiences produced by her effort may be felt as uncomfortable and thus be considered problematic by the experiencer. It may even be labeled a “spiritual emergency” or “kundalini syndrome.” It may be wrongly pathologized by others who do not understand spiritual experiences because the process may meet enough criteria to be deemed a diagnosable disorder or syndrome. Kundalini process is not a pathology, however, and it is considered a blessing to be sought after by spiritual aspirants.

A blocked rising may eventuate in distressing discomforts, and the purification and restoration that follows an improvement in a rising may also involve some discomfort. But eventually, these difficulties can be improved A healthy, spiritual lifestyle supports a positive Kundalini process. With the spiritual understanding and dedicated correct effort of the seeker to cooperate with Kundalini Shakti’s purpose, grace is bestowed by the divine correct to advance the person’s spiritual progress. Practicing appropriate spiritual methods allows Kundalini Shakti to correct (divert, unblock, elevate) a stuck rising so difficulties with risings can be improved over time. Unimpeded risings through a direct route can eventually impart a gentle process culminating in full spiritual attainment.

Many modern books define “kundalini” as mere energy, but Traditional Kundalini Science defines it as Shakti, the divine source of all energy. In the Vedic and Yogic texts, the various kinds of energy in the human subtle system are referred to as the pranas or vayus. Shakti, however, is the Holy Spirit within. In addition, the popular term “kundalini awakening” may be used to refer to an initial release, arousal, or stirring of Kundalini Shakti in a person with a new rising. But it is also used to describe something different: a new awareness of an already existent rising that a person was born with, unbeknownst to them. Such showings of an unknown rising are often mistaken for an initial release. An individual’s rising can become apparent at a karmically ripe time when the process makes some attempt to improve its status or is stimulated or strained by some other factor. According to this model, these individuals experience a spontaneous “ripening” of their rising, sometimes following some inner or outer circumstance, but possibly with few apparent external catalysts to explain the change.

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Kundalini  literally means coiled. In yoga, a “corporeal energy” – an unconscious, instinctive or libidinal force or Shakti, lies coiled at the base of the spine. It is envisioned either as a goddess or else as a sleeping serpent, hence a number of English renderings of the term such as “serpent power”.

It is reported that kundalini awakening results in deep meditation, enlightenment and bliss. In practical terms, one of the most commonly reported Kundalini experiences is the feeling of an electric current running along the spine.

Description

Kundalini is described as a sleeping, dormant potential force in the human organism. It is one of the components of an esoteric description of the “subtle body“, which consists of nadis (energy channels), chakras (psychic centres), prana (subtle energy), and bindu (drops of essence).

Kundalini is described as being coiled up at the base of the spine. The description of the location can vary slightly, from the rectum to the navel.[9] According to Sahaja Yoga, the kundalini resides in the triangular shaped sacrum bone in three and a half coils.

The kundalini has been described as “a residual power of pure desire” by Nirmala Srivastava.

The image given is that of a serpent coiled three and a half times around a smokey grey lingam. Each coil is said to represent one of the three gunas, with the half coil signifying transcendence.

Etymology

According to well-known teacher and translator Eknath Easwaran, kundalini means “the coiled power,” a force which ordinarily rests at the base of the spine, described as being coiled there like a serpent. The concept can be found under different names. For example the 8th century Tantrasadbhava Tantra uses the term kundali (“she who is ring-shaped”).

Kundalini awakening

Through meditation, and various esoteric practices, such as Kundalini Yoga, Sahaja Yoga, and Kriya Yoga, the kundalini is awakened, and can rise up from the muladhara chakra through the central nadi, called sushumna, inside or alongside the spine and reaches the top of the head. The progress of kundalini through the different chakras leads to different levels of awakening and mystical experience, until the kundalini finally reaches the top of the head, Sahasrara or crown chakra, producing an extremely profound mystical experience.

A number of descriptions exist that attempt to describe exactly what the kundalini experience is.

Sri Ramana Maharshi mentioned that the kundalini energy is nothing but the natural energy of the Self, where Self is the universal consciousness (Paramatma) present in every being, and that the individual mind of thoughts cloaks this natural energy from unadulterated expression. Advaita teaches Self-realization, enlightenment, God-consciousness, nirvana. But, initial kundalini awakening is just the beginning of actual spiritual experience. Self-inquiry meditation is considered a very natural and simple means of reaching this goal.

Swami Vivekananda described kundalini briefly in London during his lectures on Raja Yoga as follows:

According to the Yogis, there are two nerve currents in the spinal column, called Pingalâ and Idâ, and a hollow canal called Sushumnâ running through the spinal cord. At the lower end of the hollow canal is what the Yogis call the “Lotus of the Kundalini”. They describe it as triangular in form in which, in the symbolical language of the Yogis, there is a power called the Kundalini, coiled up. When that Kundalini awakes, it tries to force a passage through this hollow canal, and as it rises step by step, as it were, layer after layer of the mind becomes open and all the different visions and wonderful powers come to the Yogi. When it reaches the brain, the Yogi is perfectly detached from the body and mind; the soul finds itself free. We know that the spinal cord is composed in a peculiar manner. If we take the figure eight horizontally (∞) there are two parts which are connected in the middle. Suppose you add eight after eight, piled one on top of the other, that will represent the spinal cord. The left is the Ida, the right Pingala, and that hollow canal which runs through the centre of the spinal cord is the Sushumna. Where the spinal cord ends in some of the lumbar vertebrae, a fine fibre issues downwards, and the canal runs up even within that fibre, only much finer. The canal is closed at the lower end, which is situated near what is called the sacral plexus, which, according to modern physiology, is triangular in form. The different plexuses that have their centres in the spinal canal can very well stand for the different “lotuses” of the Yogi.

When kundalini Shakti is conceived as a goddess, then, when it rises to the head, it unites itself with the Supreme Being (Lord Shiva). Then the aspirant becomes engrossed in deep meditation and infinite bliss.

In his article on Kundalini in the Yoga Journal, David Eastman narrates two personal experiences. One man said he felt an activity at the base of his spine starting to flow so he relaxed and allowed it to happen. A feeling of surging energy began traveling up his back, at each chakra he felt an orgasmic electric feeling like every nerve trunk on his spine beginning to fire. A second man describes a similar experience but accompanied by a wave of euphoria and happiness softly permeating his being. He described the surging energy as being like electricity but hot, traveling from the base of his spine to the top of his head. He said the more he analyzed the experience, the less it occurred.[17]

Shiv R. Jhawar describes his Kundalini awakening experience in the physical presence of Swami Muktananda. [18]

The arousing of kundalini is said by some to be the one and only way of attaining Divine Wisdom. Self-Realization is said to be equivalent to Divine Wisdom or Gnosis or what amounts to the same thing: self-knowledge. The awakening of the kundalini shows itself as “awakening of inner knowledge” and brings with itself “pure joy, pure knowledge and pure love.”

Different approaches

The question arises: how is this awakening triggered? There are two broad approaches to kundalini awakening: active and passive. The active approach involves systematic physical exercises and techniques of concentration, visualization, pranayama (breath practice) and meditation under the guidance of a competent teacher. These techniques come from any of the four main branches of yoga but for this purpose could be termed kundalini yoga.

The passive approach is instead a path of surrender where one lets go of all the impediments to the awakening rather than trying to actively awaken the kundalini. A chief part of the passive approach is shaktipat where one person’s kundalini is awakened by another who already has the experience. Shaktipat only raises the kundalini temporarily but gives the student an experience to use as a basis.

Hatha yoga

According to the hatha yoga text, the Goraksasataka, or “Hundred Verses of Goraksa”, certain hatha yoga practices including mula bandha, uddiyana bandha, jalandhara bandha and kumbhaka can awaken the kundalini. Another hathayoga text, the Khecarīvidyā, states that kechari mudra enables one to raise Kundalini and access various stores of amrita in the head, which subsequently flood the body.

Shaktipat

The spiritual teacher Meher Baba emphasized the need for a master when actively trying to awaken the kundalini: “Kundalini is a latent power in the higher body. When awakened it pierces through six chakras or functional centres and activates them. Without a master, awakening of the kundalini cannot take any one very far on the Path; and such indiscriminate or premature awakening is fraught with dangers of self-deception as well as misuse of powers. The kundalini enables man consciously to cross the lower planes and it ultimately merges into the universal cosmic power of which it is a part, and which also is at times described as kundalini… The important point is that the awakened kundalini is helpful only up to a certain degree, after which it cannot ensure further progress. It cannot dispense with the need for the grace of a Perfect Master.”

Kundalini awakening while prepared or unprepared

The experience of kundalini awakening can happen when one is either prepared or unprepared.

Preparedness

According to Hindu tradition, in order to be able to integrate this spiritual energy, a period of careful purification and strengthening of the body and nervous system is usually required beforehand.[25] Yoga and Tantra propose that kundalini energy can be “awakened” by a guru (teacher), but body and spirit must be prepared by yogic austerities such as pranayama, or breath control, physical exercises, visualization, and chanting. Patañjali emphasised a firm ethical and moral foundation to ensure the aspirant is comfortable with a reasonable degree of discipline and has a serious intention to awaken their full potential. The student is advised to follow the path in an openhearted manner.

Unpreparedness

The kundalini can also awaken spontaneously, for no obvious reason or triggered by intense personal experiences such as accidents, near death experiences, childbirth, emotional trauma, extreme mental stress, and so on. Some sources attribute spontaneous awakenings to the “grace of God”, or possibly to spiritual practice in past lives.

A spontaneous awakening in one who is unprepared or without the assistance of a good teacher can result in an experience which has been termed as “kundalini crisis”, “spiritual emergency” or “kundalini syndrome“. The symptoms are said to resemble those of kundalini awakening but are experienced as unpleasant, overwhelming or out of control. Unpleasant side effects are said to occur when the practitioner has not approached kundalini with due respect and in a narrow egotistical manner. Kundalini has been described as a highly creative intelligence which dwarfs our own. Kundalini awakening therefore requires surrender; it is not an energy which can be manipulated by the ego.

Physical and psychological effects

Physical effects are believed to be a sign of kundalini awakening by some, but described as unwanted side effects pointing to a problem rather than progress by others. The following are either common signs of an awakened kundalini or symptoms of a problem associated with an awakening kundalini (commonly referred to as Kundalini syndrome or physio-Kundalini syndrome):

  • Involuntary jerks, tremors, shaking, itching, tingling, and crawling sensations, especially in the arms and legs
  • Energy rushes or feelings of electricity circulating the body
  • Intense heat (sweating) or cold, especially as energy is experienced passing through the chakras
  • Spontaneous pranayama, asanas, mudras and bandhas
  • Visions or sounds at times associated with a particular chakra
  • Diminished or conversely extreme sexual desire sometimes leading to a state of constant or whole-body orgasm
  • Emotional upheavals or surfacing of unwanted and repressed feelings or thoughts with certain repressed emotions becoming dominant in the conscious mind for short or long periods of time.
  • Headache, migraine, or pressure inside the skull
  • Increased blood pressure and irregular heartbeat
  • Emotional numbness
  • Antisocial tendencies
  • Mood swings with periods of depression or mania
  • Pains in different areas of the body, especially back and neck
  • Sensitivity to light, sound, and touch
  • Trance-like and altered states of consciousness
  • Disrupted sleep pattern (periods of insomnia or oversleeping)
  • Loss of appetite or overeating
  • Bliss, feelings of infinite love and universal connectivity, transcendent awareness

Reports about the Sahaja Yoga technique of kundalini awakening state that the practice can result in a cool breeze felt on the fingertips as well as on the fontanel bone area.[10][28] One study has measured a drop in temperature on the palms of the hands resulting from this technique.

Comparisons with other philosophical systems

Vajrayana Buddhism

The tantras of Vajrayana manage a system which is very similar to the Indian systems of kundalini yoga, in that they too manage a series of subtle channels, subtle winds, wheels and subtle drops, and they refer to a force known as kandali which must be raised up the central channel. However, there are a number of differences. Firstly, the descriptions are mostly about “red bodhicitta“, that resides in the lower chakras, and “white bodhicitta“, that resides in the crown. The “inner fire” is ignited, through practices such as Tummo, which causes all the winds in the body to enter and rise up the central channel. When the fire reaches the crown of the head, the white bodhicitta melts and flows down to the lower chakras, producing profound spiritual experiences of bliss and emptiness.

This practice of “inner fire” is seen as a preliminary yoga to a further set of practices; obtaining the “Illusory body”, and obtaining the “Clear Light”, as well as practices such as dream yoga, and consciousness projection.

Western interpretation

Kundalini is considered an interaction of the subtle body along with chakra energy centers and nadis channels. Each chakra is said to contain special characteristics  and with proper training, moving kundalini energy through these chakras can help express or open these characteristics.

Sir John Woodroffe (pen name Arthur Avalon) was one of the first to bring the notion of kundalini to the West. As High Court Judge in Calcutta, he became interested in Shaktism and Hindu Tantra. His translation of and commentary on two key texts was published as The Serpent Power. Woodroffe rendered kundalini as “Serpent Power” for lack of a better term in the English language but “kundala” in Sanskrit means “coiled”.

Western awareness of the idea of kundalini was strengthened by the Theosophical Society and interest by the psychiatrist Carl Jung (1875–1961).

Jung’s seminar on kundalini yoga, presented to the Psychological Club in Zurich in 1932, has been widely regarded as a milestone in the psychological understanding of Eastern thought. Kundalini yoga presented Jung with a model for the development of higher consciousness, and he interpreted its symbols in terms of the process of individuation.

The founder of the Aetherius Society George King describes the concept of Kundalini throughout works and claimed to have experienced this energy many times throughout his life while in a “positive samadhic yogic trance state”. According to King,

It should always be remembered that despite appearances to the contrary, the complete control of Kundalini through the spinal column is man’s only reason for being on Earth, for when this is accomplished, the lessons in this classroom and the mystical examination is passed.

In his lecture entitled The Psychic Centers – Their Significance and Development he describes the theory behind the raising of Kundalini and how this might be done safely in the context of a balanced life devoted to selfless service.

Sri Aurobindo was the other great authority scholar on Kundalini parallel to Sir John Woodroffe, with a somewhat different viewpoint, according to Mary Scott (who is herself a latter-day scholar on Kundalini and its physical basis) and was a member of the Theosophical Society.

Another populariser of the concept of kundalini among Western readers was Gopi Krishna. His autobiography is entitled Kundalini: The Evolutionary Energy in Man. According to one writer his writings influenced Western interest in kundalini yoga.

In the early 1930s two Italian scholars, Tommaso Palamidessi and Julius Evola, published several books with the intent of re-interpreting alchemy with reference to yoga. Those works had an impact on modern interpretations of Alchemy as a mystical science. In those works, kundalini is called an “Igneous Power” or “Serpentine Fire”.

Other well-known spiritual teachers who have made use of the idea of kundalini include Swami Rudrananda (Rudi), Yogi Bhajan, Osho, George Gurdjieff, Paramahansa Yogananda, Swami Sivananda Radha who produced an English language guide of Kundalini Yoga methods, Swami Muktananda, Bhagawan Nityananda, Nirmala Srivastava (Shri Mataji Nirmala Devi),and Samael Aun Weor.

New Age

Kundalini references may commonly be found in a wide variety of derivative “New Age” presentations, such as Shirley MacLaine’s, and is a catchword that has been adopted by many new religious movements. However, some commentators, such as transpersonal psychologist Stuart Sovatsky, disapprove of New Age authors and groups who have appropriated certain Yogic Sanskrit terms, such as chakra, kundalini, and mantra, and claims that they defined them in ways that relate only superficially, if at all, to the traditional meaning of the words.

Psychiatry

Recently, there has been a growing interest within the medical community to study the physiological effects of meditation, and some of these studies have applied the discipline of Kundalini Yoga to their clinical settings. Some modern experimental research seeks to establish links between kundalini practice and the ideas of Wilhelm Reich and his followers.

The popularization of eastern spiritual practices has been associated with psychological problems in the west. Psychiatric literature notes that “since the influx of eastern spiritual practices and the rising popularity of meditation starting in the 1960s, many people have experienced a variety of psychological difficulties, either while engaged in intensive spiritual practice or spontaneously”. Among the psychological difficulties associated with intensive spiritual practice we find “kundalini awakening”, “a complex physio-psychospiritual transformative process described in the yogic tradition”. Researchers in the fields of Transpersonal psychology, and Near-death studies have described a complex pattern of sensory, motor, mental and affective symptoms associated with the concept of kundalini, sometimes called the Kundalini Syndrome.

According to the psychiatrist Carl Jung, “…the concept of Kundalini has for us only one use, that is, to describe our own experiences with the unconscious…”

The differentiation between spiritual emergency associated with Kundalini awakening may be viewed as an acute psychotic episode by psychiatrists who are not conversant with the culture. The biological changes of increased P300 amplitudes that occurs with certain Yogic practices may lead to acute psychosis. Biological alterations by Yogic techniques may be used to warn people against such reactions.

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11 comments on “Signs of a Kundalini Rising

  1. More authentic information can be obtained by treatise written by the great Acharya Lahiri
    ( Lahidi Maharaj ) from Bengal, and Shri Yoganand ji and the THE Yoga Sutras of Patanjali,
    and the Ancient Chinese treatise. To compile a comprehensive information on KUNDALINI,
    is a very heavy task. My complements to your effort.

    • Thanks for sharing ;-)

  2. Wow

  3. very good compiling & educating.

    • Thank you :-)

  4. It’s occult and very dangerous to your soul – The Holy Bible warns about dabbling in the occult – this is the same way all occultists and satanists go – there’s no other way. Beware!

    • The bible in itself is full of occult teachings idiot. Jesus entire message was of meditation and kundalini. Theres hidden messages of chakra orientation all throughout the bible like the 7 temples in egypt along the nile river. (Meaning 7 chakras along the spine). “The power of god is within you” – jesus Christ
      Gtfo with your pre-programmed mindframe of “satanism”. Doesn’t exsist. Just another fear tactic put in place by the powers that be for control purposes.
      Read and understand a fucking book before your speak about it dumbass.

  5. Hello Divine,
    I had a kundalini awakening (a healer has called it a partial kundalini) 6 months ago at the very same time I really connected with my TF. It was so intense yet I felt serene and at one with the world. I was waking up but too fast. I had been going through a major transformative process at the same time, going to a weekly sound healing meditation, working particularly on my 3rd eye and heart chakras as I had been diagnosed with a benign pituitary tumour a year earlier and felt my heart was closed. I met my TF earlier in March (unbeknownst to me at that time) and he opened a door out of a draining career by offering me a job. When I was awakening I could “see” things (inter-connectedness, future) so that was very scary. It has been the most enlightening experience though and one which I could never have imagined possible, despite reading many books about enlightenment/Buddhism etc. It is not something I thought happened to an everyday person. I was very unprepared and unfortunately didn’t have enough spiritual support and ended up on a psych ward for 2.5 weeks. Of course the Drs thought I was mad (I became manic/psychotic as I didn’t understand what was happening). I was put on anti-psychotic medication, although I refused the recommended dose as I knew I didn’t have a mood disorder with no previous history or major trauma in my life. I had always been searching for more, for answers, for my purpose, love (of myself and others). I had also practised yoga regularly for some years, worked with a soul centred psychotherapist on and off on a number of areas like relationships, family and career. I believe I was really starting to know myself and had found the true me just prior to the awakening.
    I want to thank you so much for this site (I went to comment a few months ago and didn’t end up posting as my words were probably too clouded by the crazy medication that is destroying us). Yours is one of the most useful sites I have come across.
    When I was discharged from hospital I immediately started searching spiritual awakening on the net as I needed answers and due to the intense heart pain/physical effects I felt from being separated from my twin, I very soon after found out about TFs here too. It made so much sense and has helped me to grow and heal even further. I have been off medication a month now and I am feeling fully awake. My creative juices and new business ideas are flowing, I am at peace with the world and more able to give unconditionally to myself and others, without it being as exhausting as it previously was in my career as a health professional. My TF and I are reunited, and see each other more each week. Although it is a complex situation (he is in unhappy/unconventional marriage with financial difficulties/life crisis and almost 20 yrs older) I feel calm and trusting now that it will all be ok. I learn much from him every day and I see he is learning and growing too. It is amazing. We haven’t united sexually for a number of reasons and it does scare me a little. I am worried I won’t be able to ground myself after what happened 6 months ago! Particularly after reading about sex with TFs. I feel it won’t be long before this happens as it is getting very intense again between us. Any suggestions? I know at least I am more prepared now.
    I have one last review with a different senior psychiatrist next week, I was wanting to print off some great research articles on spiritual emergencies in psychiatry by Mick Collins (British Journal of Occupational Therapy) to give the team there. Is there any point in educating them? I have spoken my truth to them from the beginning but it has been frustrating. The closest recognition that I have had from Drs was that I had a first-episode psychosis with a positive outcome (as opposed to bipolar). Surely given we are all evolving much faster, there will be more presentations to psych hospitals with cases such as mine. I didn’t fit the usual mould and they had no idea what to do with me. I read the Bible, had a minister come to speak with me and close friends who are also spiritual support me through. I also healed some old (minor wounds) with family whilst an inpatient. I journaled, painted, spoke Italian, sang, played piano, did yoga and meditated my way through the inpatient stay. I have a strange knowing that going into the psych ward was also part of my path, some of the reasons why have started to unfold already, the rest will over time no doubt! I would appreciate any comments/advice, although I am trusting that the answers will come and things will continue to become clearer in the coming weeks and months.
    Many thanks once again! :-)

    • Your not alone it had my kundalini rise 6 months ago whole hugging my twin soul his did not at that time may be during making love but it’s very intense make sure he knows about the ank how to release through his heart and make sure he doesn’t have love in his heart for another. It is sacred pure and indescribable our first time we orgasmed at the same time and it’s not like any sex with another but don’t rush hug and kiss express love not lust the attraction is there the desire is too but it’s about loving energy and more spiritual then animal wish I would had known that cause it might have helped me with him cause he still is a guy…if u know what I mean!

  6. Take your time making love with twinsoul

  7. I had many of the adverse symptoms ..migraine headache that would not go away , hypertension, extreme energy and heat throughout my body and head..it got so extreme at time it felt like it was being forced or pushed out of my chest., insomnia, and a near break down..no one could tell me what was going on until weeks later after I went to a Dr. To control the symptoms…now I believe it was the stress of my job that brought this on..I was working I. Hospice and the only nurse in a 60 mile radius for this particular company..this was for several months before they hired another nurse. Unfortunately for me and them by the time they had her in the office I was pretty burned out…I ended up quitting. I am currently trying to meditate and learn on my own as I can not afford to pay someone to help me…it is tough to know which way to go when there are so any train of thoughts and so much information out there

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