Adam and Eve…. Twin Flames?

I am just sharing this… It’s another take on twin flames
God’s Creation Story

ISIS I AM Being

The Real Story of Twin Flames

Part I

by Lorraine Michaels

June 21, 2005 updated February 26, 2010


A subject very dear to our hearts is Twin Flames. Some of us have known the feeling of that love that is so strong for another individual that it goes beyond the normal love relationship. Some of us haven’t experienced that love physically with another individual, but we feel that we have that love for someone, somewhere in the universe to whom we will one day return.


One of the branches of Hinduism, S´aivism, worships Shiva as the Supreme God. Shiva is all and His divine energy, Shakti, is inseparable from Him. Shakti is the female aspect of a god, representing the god’s creative energy. This unity is symbolized in the image of Ardhanarishvara,* [depicted in the side picture] as a “half-female God” an androgynous Being. This form expresses the Godhead as the unity of the male and female principles.

In popular village Hinduism, the unity of Shiva and Shakti is replaced with the concept of Shiva and Shakti as separate entities. Shakti is represented as female, and Shiva as male. In the sects that worship the Hindu trinity of Brahma, Vishnu and Shiva, Shiva has a consort of his feminine half called Parvati.

India conceptualizes the male and female principles differently than most other cultures. In India, the male principle is passive, the female shakti is active. In China, as in the West, the male principle (yang) is active and the female principle (yin) is passive. However, in the Far East, and unlike the West, this polarity is non-dualistic – an opposite which is not in opposition.

Some of the male-female characteristics are:

  • hot/cold
  • active/passive
  • wet/dry
  • yin/yang
  • forceful/receptive
  • expansive/contractive
  • heavy/light
  • strong/weak

Understanding the Bible’s Twin Flames
The first mention of twin flames in the Bible is the story of Adam and Eve. The Bible does not call these individuals twin flames, but the Ascended Masters’ teachings reference these two individuals as twin flames.

The common belief of Adam and Eve is that all life on earth came from these two individuals, and that Eve is the “mother” of all living. A little common sense in reading the history in Genesis leaves many questions as to how two individuals could father all life, especially with our cultural understanding that sisters and brothers do not wed. Although that edict was not given until Abraham’s time, and Adam and Eve would have been pure and thus their offspring able to intermingle closely and not create genetic misfits.

But along comes Cain who slews his brother Abel. In less than a few years in time on earth, we have the son of the “Mother of all living” killing his own brother out of jealousy and anger.  Why?  Because the Lord was grateful for Abel’s offering to him and not Cain’s, because Cain’s was created in sin consciousness.  We read in the Genesis 4:8-16:


Now Cain talked with Abel his brother; and it came to pass, when they were in the field, that Cain rose up against Abel his brother and killed him.

Then the LORD said to Cain, “Where is Abel your brother?”
He said, “I do not know. Am I my brother’s keeper?” And He said, “What have you done? The voice of your brother’s blood cries out to Me from the ground.

So now you are cursed from the earth, which has opened its mouth to receive your brother’s blood from your hand. When you till the ground, it shall no longer yield its strength to you. A fugitive and a vagabond you shall be on the earth.”

And Cain said to the LORD, “My punishment is greater than I can bear! Surely You have driven me out this day from the face of the ground; I shall be hidden from Your face; I shall be a fugitive and a vagabond on the earth, and it will happen that anyone who finds me will kill me.”

And the LORD said to him, “Therefore, whoever kills Cain, vengeance shall be taken on him sevenfold.” And the LORD set a mark on Cain, lest anyone finding him should kill him.

The Family of Cain
Then Cain went out from the presence of the LORD and dwelt in the land of Nod on the east of Eden. And Cain knew his wife, and she conceived and bore Enoch. And he built a city, and called the name of the city after the name of his son–Enoch.

It is easy to understand that the land of Nod where Cain found a wife, could be inhabited by other than Adam and Eve’s family. And the Lord mentions whoever kills Cain in vengeance will have a mark on him, lest anyone should find him.  The Lord didn’t say, “lest any of your family finds you.”  But the Bible states that Adam was the first man, but was he?  And if so, first of what? We read in 1 Corinthians 15:45: 


And so it is written, “The first man Adam was made a living soul. The last Adam became a quickening spirit. Howbeit that was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual. The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from heaven.”

But you need to read on to understand this verse: 

Howbeit that was not first which is spiritual, but that which is natural; and afterward that which is spiritual. The first man is of the earth, earthy: the second man is the Lord from heavenAs is the earthy, such are they also that are earthy: and as is the heavenly, such are they also that are heavenly. And as we have borne the image of the earthy, we shall also bear the image of the heavenly. 

Final Victory 
Now this I say, brethren, that flesh and blood cannot inherit the kingdom of God; neither doth corruption inherit incorruption. Behold, I show you a mystery; We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, In a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump: for the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed.

For this corruptible must put on incorruption, and this mortal must put on immortality. So when this corruptible has put on incorruption, and this mortal has put on immortality, then shall be brought to pass the saying that is written: “Death is swallowed up in victory.”

“O Death, where is your sting? O Hades, where is your victory?” The sting of death is sin, and the strength of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.


The first man Adam, who is “of the earth, earthy” comes forth through the flesh, through the generations and genealogies of the race. The second man, the Christ, “the Lord from heaven,” is literally the offspring of God, the Son. The first man Adam was made a living soul; the last Adam, Christ, was made a quickening spirit.

We are not talking about first born on earth, but first born of God. Man interprets this passage as Adam was the first born son, but notice “Adam was made a living soul.” What does that mean?  In Genesis 2:7 we read, “And the Lord God formed man of the dust of the ground, and breathed into his nostrils the breath of life; and man became a living soul.”  Did God create this soul, or did something else happen that a living soul came into form?

These two individuals, Adam and Eve, were the progenitors of the race of God, the I AM Race, that was to go forth and restore the seed of Christ, the Son of God on earth. In reality, these were souls created because they had fallen from the plane of I AM. Who else was there at that point in the history of man? Why were the twin flames Adam and Eve the progenitors of the I AM Race when they were fallen?

Understanding Creation
We must first look at the Creation story.



“So God created man in His Own Image, in The Image of God He created him; male and female He created them. God blessed them and said to them, “Be fruitful and increase in number; fill the earth and subdue it. Rule over the fish of the sea and the birds of the air and over every living creature that moves on the ground.”

Then God said, “I give you every seed-bearing plant on the face of the whole earth and every tree that has fruit with seed in it. They will be yours for food. And to all the beasts of the earth and all the birds of the air and all the creatures that move on the ground – everything that has the breath of life in it – I give every green plant for food.” Gen 1:27-29


This Bible story is the first creation story. This Bible story was the first story of twin flames. These twin flames were created as an ovoid of Light, sparks of Light of the Divinity. In their formation, God created them in his likeness and image, which was an androgynous being, complimentary polarities and yet whole. Each compliment carried the principles of Divinity, darkness/light, contracting/expanding, etc., they were twin flames in the image and likeness of God in the Beginning.

If we look at the picture of the T’ai Chi you see the depiction of Being as one half in light and the other half in darkness. But in the widest part of each is a dot of the complimentary other half. Thus the dot in each represents the difference. Each half is the same manifestation, but we view them as one white and one black for visual understanding. The only difference in each half is actually enclosed in the dot. And if you look at the dot as the center of each, you see that each half is centered in each other. Their center is in the Being of each other.

This is God Being. The Kabbalists describe the God before God Being as having no beginning and no end. It was everything and IS. They called this indescribable God “Ein Sof” [pronounced: ayn sohf.]


“Before anything emanated, there was only Ein Sof. Ein Sof was all that existed. Similarly, after it brought into being that which exists, there is nothing but it. You cannot find anything that exists apart from it. There is nothing that is not pervaded by the power of divinity. If there were, Ein Sof would be limited, subject to duality. Rather, God is everything that exists, though everything that exists is not God. It is present in everything, and everything comes into being from it. Nothing is devoid of its divinity. Everything is within it; it is within everything and outside of everything.”


The theory of the Big Bang comes the closest to the understanding of God as the manifest God. The theory that fits this understanding of the Ascended Masters’ teachings is that God had no form, no color, nothing manifest, it was the Divine Emptiness, which we could call darkness. Out of this darkness broke through a light. Whether it was in the Big Bang theory as an explosion of Light, or a growing emanation, God only knows. But at that moment of the expansion of the Light, through the first Light, the manifest God Beginning is known.

The first thrust was from God Nothingness. Some call it the First Cause. The beginning conceived the first Tube of Light from which all Life sprang as the Tree of Life. This is the consciousness of God. This is God as Twin Flames in the Beginning. This is God Being. The Tube of Light is the one half and the God Ein Sof, the Divine Nothingness is the other half. The first Twin Flame is Darkness/Light. Out of IS comes IS Being. ISIS is born.

 

That which IS, Divine Nothingness forms a Divine Polarity to IS, declaring I “ISIS”. In order to create “More” the Being that IS Divine Light must withdraw the Light to a central point. (Depicted in the right sphere Diagram 3) God must withdraw Light from the Being IS and create a void. All but the outer circumference withdraws to a contracted point of Light in the center, creating an Egg. All in-between is space–Divine Nothingness is created in the Light. This space has as its center Light. The Great Central Sun is born, a very concentrated place of intense Light.

Through this creation of the Void in the LIght, Alpha and Omega are formed (depicted in the right sphere as Divine polarities) in replica of the Divine Father IS/Absence of Light and the Divine Mother IS as Light.


All of creation is happening in the Light (depicted in Diagram 3 in the right sphere or Mother Light) In God Being we now have Divine Nothingness in the Light, waiting to Be More. It is a void where Divine Nothingness is surrounded by Light, waiting for the creative power of Light to manifest More as Mother.  To fill this void, potential Beings need to be created in the Light of a God Being. So Divine Mother IS needs to create Divine Beings from its essence. These Beings must be whole and in harmony with the Egg of Being. They must be twain, two halves of a whole as God ISIS. In order to create, they must be co-creators.
 Thus the Elohim are manifested out of the One Light.

So the Divine Being ISIS takes the Light of Mother IS, which forms the nucleus of the Cosmic Egg, individing itself into individual rays of Being ISIS, twelve in number around this Central Sun, which emanate from the One Light of Being IS. Each ray of Being is a Divine Attribute of the One yet whole in and of itself. In other words, although the ray is a part of the whole, it is yet whole in itself in Being IS. This is a paradox, as how can a part of something be whole in itself? But the reason it can is the same as the creation of the Being IS where the Light is created out of the Divine Nothingness.

These Cosmic Beings are the Creators of the manifest Being to fill the Cosmic Void created from the withdrawal of the Light to the center and outside framework. Along with the Cosmic Beings are created the Angelic Hosts to serve the manifest creations. Each Cosmic and Angelic Being is created as a Divine Pair, or Twin Flames. If they are a Cosmic Creator, they are endowed with a threefold aspect of unique powers of creation. There are twelve major hierarchies** around the Central Sun stepping down the Light of the Sun.

As Ein Sof formed Light out of the Divine Nothingness, Life begins to replicate the Creation Beginnings of the first Divine Twins, as the Soundless Sound, the Word, (out of Nothingness) with Mother (out of the Tube of Light). A light begins to emerge out of the Void, which is now similar to the Divine Nothingness before Light broke through.

The Void begins to individe into two spaces with the Light of the Sun at the center of the one half and the Light of the Living Word, the Son at the center of the other half.

Recapping, out of the One (Ein Sof) comes the two-fold Father and Mother (see diagram 1, 2, 3). In diagram 2 the right sphere, comes the Son and the Sun. The Sun is behind the Son. Here they appear as two, while in the concept of a threefold flame they are seen as one. And that is the Sun behind the Son giving the Power to the Son, as noted in the blue sphere around the Sun in Diagram 4.

 

 

The Living Word/the Logos

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God.


So out of the One Light – the Great Central Sun (comprising the two-fold or Divine Polarity of God) – emerges the second set of Divine Twin Flames Son/Sun. Together this second set is the “Son behind the Sun” as the Living Word is born out of the Divine Wholeness of the Twin Flames, Alpha and Omega. At the center of the first Twin set half Omega is Light as the Sun and at the center of Alpha is the Word as the Light of the Son. The Son is twin to the Sun forming the second set of Twin Flames.

Within the center of the Son, is born the threefold divinity (power, wisdom and love) of Being out of Alpha and Omega, or Father-Mother God. Both Sun and Son bring the love from the pink love fires of mercy and compassion all the way to the ruby ray love of such intensity that consumes all impurities. Both have the Light of Mother at the heart of each. Son brings the Wisdom and Sun brings the Power. The Sun becomes the four-fold aspect bringing the connection of Mother Light to the Son’s threefold aspect. That is why you see at the base of the threefold flame is the Mother or Mother Light. This is why Jesus said, “I and my Father are One.” When entering the lower planes of God, especially the physical plane, the Word becomes manifest through the Christ choosing to Be one with the Father through the Mother Light within.

This whole indivision of the One is called the Divine Egg, with two sets of Twin Flames inside one Divine Egg. This second set of twin flames (Son/Sun) are also twins to the first Divine Twin Flames (Divine Father and Divine Mother – Diagram 3). One twin half of the second twin set, Son, (Diagram 4) as the Word is twin to the Soundless Sound (Depicted in Diagram A). The other twin half, Sun, is twin to Light, and through that connection to Mother brings the Tube of Light. In the Glimpse of Heaven Alpha therapy, we see this hallway that Anne enters. This is really the Tube of Light, which she then travels through to reach the I AM THAT I AM throne room. This hallway is not just a long tube. As you travel towards the I AM THAT I AM, it appears you are moving horizontally. But at the same time you are spiraling up vertically. Thus the Tube of Light is not easily describable, but only experienced in Being.

At the center of each of the second set of Divine Twins, is the Light IS Being (right side of Diagram B) which is twin to Ein Sof (IS I AM out of Divine Nothingness the Beginning (left side of Diagram B).

Together these two sets of twin flames form “IS I AM IS Being” or “I AM THAT I AM”.

“I AM” (Diagram B right sphere) THAT (which I came from, Diagram B left sphere) “I AM”. Translation of the Hebrew words, Ehyeh asher ehyeh, “I” shall “Being” that “I” Being.

In Hebrew the Creator’s name is “YHWH” translated: “I AM WHO AM” or “I AM WHO I AM”.

I AM is the Light where all Life IS out of IS. That is the Sun behind the Son. The Son in the matter sphere knows it exists as “I AM Son” but is only complete and whole as “I AM Son” that “I AM Sun.” In other words the Son knows that the Sun is its Spiritual Father and the Sun is not complete and whole without the Son, together they are One. The Sun is Being that I AM. The Son is I AM Being. The Divine Whole ISIS “I AM THAT I AM.” The Divine Nothingness that comprises “IS I AM” forms the basis of Being Mother, Divine Nothingness/Divine Light of which Alpha and Omega, the beginning and the ending, form God, the beginning and the ending of all.

The Divine Void (right sphere of diagram 3) is created as the Light withdraws to the center in the Great Central Sun. That which is “devoid” of Light is the Divine Void or the space of Buddha. That Divine Void is the place of expansion of God Being I AM through the Mother. As the Light is stepped down into Matter, Time (Mother) forms the Divine Duality to Space (Buddha). The Buddha holds the Space so that Time can exist and the Light of Mother can expand. The Space can also be called the Buddha nature.

The essence that “IS Being” (Diagram B) in this Space and forms the Time for creation to expand, takes on the Mother Light and given God Being through the Living Word of the Wisdom of the Son.

In this Divine Space and Time, all matter creations exist, with the Higher Consciousness in the Buddha Space and the lower evolving beings existing in Time. The lower evolving Beings would be the newly created, who are working their way to evolving to Higher Consciousness. So the newly created Beings will go into Time, become More and ascend to Buddha. This does not happen overnight, but is an onward movement of progression in Being all the way back to oneness with the first set of Twin Flames Divine Father/Nothingness and Divine Mother/Light.

The Divine Creators create groups*** of I AM Being sparks of Light to go forth into the Divine Mother realm of Time to expand God Being the Divine “More” under the Divine Law of Free Will. The realm of duality that began in Time was divinely created in replica of the the Divine Polarity of Time and Space. All in Time was created in the image and mold of Divine Duality. When man fell, the image of Divine Duality was polluted with opposites that created a warring environment, where opposites opposed each other.

I AM in Being
The individual Spirit Spark that is born out of the Creator Elohim, is a replica of the First and Second sets of Twin Flames. It has a sun center within itself that is the Light of I AM. It is also a twin Being with both Light and Nothingness, a Son and Sun, all within itself. It is the Word and Being.

When the individual Spirit Spark decides to go into Time of the Divine Mother, it leaves a portion of itself in Space, the “I AM”. It takes incarnation as the Mother Light to Be “I AM” More. The incarnating half in Time is a twin to the Spirit half in Space. So you, as the evolving “self” have a greater “Self” in Spirit called the “I AM”. You are the feminine half of the masculine half in Spirit. Thus you are twin flames, “I AM Self” or “I AM Presence” twin to the “conscious self”.

The I AM Presence has the same relationship with its Source I AM THAT I AM, that the incarnating twin half “self” of I AM does. The Presence is connected to the I AM THAT I AM through a filigree light that sustains the threefold flame locked in the heart of the Presence and accessible to the incarnating “self” half through the secret chamber of the heart. If you look at this Source relationship, you can begin to see the connection how we are all One. And you can also imagine that whatever that incarnating being experiences in the world of form will be related to the I AM Presence through the filigree light or crystal cord and to all back to God through the Tube of Light via the Mother and then to the Father.

Twin flame relationships are important. But we must not get caught in the idealizing the perfect “mate” that will complete us. These twin relationships are a large part of who we are. But you can begin to understand that a large part of these twin relationships are between Spirit and matter. Soul twin flames happened after the fall of man. The soul vehicle is a temporary vehicle that incarnating beings have that was created for incarnating fallen beings. I describe Eve’s fall here.

In Part II the creation of the “soul” vehicle, “soul twin flames”, Christ Self, the Fall and More will be presented with a theory that goes beyond the traditions of Adam and Eve, the Bible and the lies that have placed the blame of the Fall on women.  (http://loveandlivedivine.wordpress.com/twin-flames/adam-and-eve-twin-flames/visions-of-the-heart/

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*Ardhanarishvara: (Sanskrit) “Half-female Lord.” Lord Siva in androgynous form, male on the right side and female on the left, indicating that: 1) Siva (like all Mahadevas) is genderless; 2) Siva is All, inseparable from His energy, Shakti; 3) in Siva the ida (feminine) and the pingala (masculine) nadis (psychic nerve currents) are balanced so that sushumna is ever active. The mediator who balances these through sadhana and yoga becomes like Siva. In the unity of Ardhanarishvara all opposites are reconciled; duality vanishes back into the one source. This icon especially represents Siva’s second perfection: Pure Consciousness (Satchidananda or Parashakti).

**Each ray is created from I AM Being that Being I AM with one half of the ray from I AM Being and the other half from Being I AM forming a Divine whole. Within each Twin Flame is the ray of I AM Being and Being I AM comprising the wholeness of Alpha and Omega. Each Twin Flame that makes up one of the twelve individual rays is a balance between I AM Being and Being I AM with each half Being I AM. Within the heart of each is the I AM as a threefold flame. It is this flame that is the creative force within each half and is comprised of the ray of Being I AM with one of the twelve attributes of God Being.

Twelve Cosmic hierarchies of Light correlate with the twelve solar Logoi we know through astrology. Capricorn would represent God Power. Aquarius God Love and Aries God Wisdom. The solar hierarch is ensouled by many beings of Light, and under each ray would be twelve aspects of each ray. So on Capricorn would be twelve aspects of God Power being stepped down by Cosmic Beings who hold the title or mantle of various characteristics or God Flames of God Power. Of the twelve emanations of God Power, seven would be major/outer emanations, and five would be of the secret ray/inner emanations of God Power and so on around the Great Central Sun on each of the hierarchies. God Power is the initial thrust that initiates cycles, and thus is the first ray and not Aires as in worldly astrology.

The first seven rays are the outer rays and then there are the five inner rays, which are called the five secret rays. On the seven outer rays, there are Cosmic Beings who are created as twin polarities, stepping down the radiation of Light. The term Cosmic Being also signifies a title that is earned through the control of energy fields and a title for those who can ensoul a cosmos and be aware of the Self as Cosmos.

In the Seven Planes of Being there are Cosmic Beings who ensoul each plane. The first three higher planes are the mental etheric, the mental I AM and mental. The four lower planes are mental etheric, mental, emotional and physical. The mental etheric in the upper planes corresponds to the Christ consciousness. The mental I AM is the plane of the I AM Presence. The higher mental is the plane of the Mind of God. In the four lower planes, the mental etheric corresponds to the feminine creative, and the mental to the mind.

So we see that there is a upper and lower mind and an upper and lower etheric mental. The feminine creative force must go back and forth between the plane of I AM and the Mother planes until she can raise the energies of the lower five planes to the sixth of the I AM and finally to the seventh plane of the Mind. This is done through the controlled action of the I AM Presence and through the free will of the creative feminine desiring more.

***In our system of worlds, there have been six Root Races, which is what these groups are called, incarnating in the earth. The first three Root Races ascended out of the matter spheres. The Fourth Root Race fell due to the influence of the fallen angels in the lower realms. Incarnating to this day are the Fourth, Fifth and Sixth Root Races. The Seventh is presently starting to embody. The overseers of these Root Races that have fallen into the realm of cause and effect, intervene by giving their Causal Body Light to sustain the Threefold Flame, to become teachers and lawgivers for the evolving souls. Avatars, advanced Beings in the Cosmic Hierarchy, take incarnation into the lower realms to be wayshowers and to hold the balance for the increasing weight of darkness. Some volunteer to share their bodies of Light attainment to impart knowledge and wisdom, love and direction to the incarnating souls. And the greatest gift given for the potential of the soul’s victory over the loss of its oneness with the I AM Presence, is the gift of the dividing of the universal Christ into individual Christ selves to be the mediator between self and Self.

And then there are those angelic beings who choose to take on form and enter the realm of duality leaving their realm of Heavenly Cosmic Beings, choosing to serve evolving children of God by taking on extraordinary disciplines of the Rays they serve on. These angelic Beings sometimes become trapped in the Maya and need to be saved as well. When an angelic Being fulfills their mission and ascends from the matter plane, they become ascended masters, as well as angelic beings, becoming co-creators with God.

Some of these brothers and sisters ascended are twin flames to evolving souls because they were created as the soul twin upon the initial Fall. Some of the twin flames evolving on earth are because their other half stayed in Heaven to hold the balance for their mission in the matter realm, as Sanat Kumara came into the Earth, while his twin Lady Master Venus stayed in Heaven to hold the balance.

 http://www.theosophiaistheway.com/Feminine_Nurturing/DIVINE_MOTHER/ISIS.html

18 comments on “Adam and Eve…. Twin Flames?

  1. how do you think lilith, who was written about as adam’s first wife also made from the earth (although discarded from the bible as it was being put together) fit into the twin flame theory of adam & eve?

    • I don’t know. I just thought it was an interesting take on the twin flame union so I posted it. I don’t believe everything I post. I just find it interesting. I am still trying to understand the twin flame union myself. I just want different perspectives :-)

  2. I wrote this after I sent my twin flame (who had already blocked me from his life) a holiday card forgiving him, and I was 3,000 miles away and felt this as he read it. It wasn’t until months later that I even heard the words “twin flame” – after I had gone through the shattering phase and was diving into figuring out what all of this was. Thought you might appreciate this work…it’s my favorite poem that I’ve written.

    http://cythereandreams.wordpress.com/2012/08/11/amber/

    • Thank you so much for sharing I really enjoy all your poems. They all resonate at a very deep level :-) I am glad I found your blog :-)

      • I’m glad you did too, so I can read yours! My story is pretty complicated and ended up involving many others in our drama. Still, it helps immensely to have this outlet. You’ll notice that many poems are just responses to what I know he’s thinking/feeling about what I write…but he’s even more distant now that I’ve found a soulmate that’s very powerful. I don’t think my twin flame and I will be a couple in this lifetime, although hopefully we might work our way back up to being able to be in the same room and say hello to each other (that’s not possible at this point).

      • I had really lost hope with my twin flame a few weeks back but when I reached my breaking point and thought I couldn’t go on anymore he heard my cry and responded. He found my blog without me telling him I had created a blog. He is coming around in his own way. He has been visiting my blog and reading the posts. It’s his way of letting me know he is still there… It’s just difficult for him right now to communicate directly with me. When we try it leads to more arguments and fights. I guess we need to give it more time. I have been feeling a lot better lately. I feel we are very close to our reunion. When I see him on my blog my heart would tighten and tense up and I feel like I need to flee. However, lately when he is on my blog and we are reading the same post at the same time that intensity and the feelings like I need to flee or get away from my computer has gone. I don’t feel like getting away any more so I know he don’t feel like running anymore either. We are both facing it head on. We know it’s not us that is causing the confusion because we love each other. It’s just not the right time. :-)

      • OMG DivineGrace…. you too? I ran into what I think to be my twin flame and had been longing to see him only to flee… I literally RAN out the back door of a cafe as I saw him coming in the front! I can’t explain my BIZARRE behavior. It was a primal urge to FLEE! He is the runner… why was I running?

      • Dr. M, I understand the bizarre behavior you are talking about… I used to think I was ready to reunite but whenever I feel like it’s about to happen or I feel his presence a certain panic normally set in. I can’t explain it and I don’t quite understand it either. Maybe the soul knows it wasn’t time. My mind says yes to reunite now but my heart says give it a little more time…

        I think we pick up on what our twin is feeling so eventhough we are not the runners we sometime feel the urge to get away or run. We are probably channeling them in those moments… Who knows :-)

    • Aloha e Divine & Dr. M — Read your posts and I’m still reeling that you both have happenings that resonate with me thousand-fold. I too am not the runner but have been freaked into running myself from him a few times — I don’t want to take his calls or answer his texts or I avoid him at work. Sometimes when my phone chimes and I just KNOW it’s him, I just sit there telling myself out loud “…no, no, no, I’m not going to answer you, I’m not going to get sucked in again……” and I he just knows & he comes to me to feel me out, trying to find out what’s wrong. It’s amazing, I’m so glad you both shared those situations with us as again, I’m feeling like you said Divine, “…..we can all be crazy…” Thank you both :)

    • my twin flame has blocked me from his life, and I am strongly considering sending him some of my writings, as an offering of my love. do you recommend that? did sending yours a card have positive or negative effects? I am trying to understand the balance of waiting/being honest with him.

      • It was my path at the time to send it, but it didn’t bring us closer. It helped solidify driving us apart. But that’s what was needed. I would say to follow your path and your instincts, but be mindful of boundaries.

  3. amazing grace! thanks for posting this article :)

    • I’m glad you found it useful Zara :-) peace, love and Godspeed :-)

  4. Wow amazingly deep info! Much to ponder about!

    • ;-) a lot has happened in the last couple of months… I feel more complete and whole within myself… I am more understanding of the whole process. Have you read the twinflame reunion stages? I was looking at it the other day… I have passed through all the stages without realizing it… I also feel I have reunited with my twin at the soul level. It just a matter of the reunion manifesting in the physical now…

      • Yes yes! I did reread this article today too! :))
        I’ve realized I’ve been passing through ‘stages’ when I got into a Surrender stage :)
        You are right, i also feel a looot of inner work and development happened in my twin and me since then :)
        And we are also reunited on a soul level now.. about the physical reunion… well, i’m not really in a hurry, now we know anyway we belong to each other and don’t hurt from that feeling of separation anymore :)

  5. I honestly just discovered this site and it has honestly helped me. I couldn’t understand for the life in me why the connection was so strong when I met this man. We met and dated for such a short time if you can call it dating because we were in different cities. We loved each other and had a strong connection but the timing was wrong. I always have felt if though the story hadn’t ended and we would meet again. We did meet again after 5 years and it was though time had stood still. Once again we are separated , wrong timing again. Each time there is a deepening of my relationship with the Lord. The second time I was just over it and trying to explain to people the connection to my soul. I kinda just made up my mind that the connection was just what I may needed at that time from God to bring me to the place I am now. I still feel as though within time we will have a reunion and permanently the next time. I am working on me and God purpose for my life and that has truly helped me get through meeting him and losing him again. God plan is much greater than ours and without meeting him I wouldn`t had my spirit awakening that I now have.

  6. do Adam & Eve had twin sons? I have read that they have a total of seven children?

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